I blog because my parents once warned me on last Chinese Sprine Festival that i am a rotten guy and he could not sleep in night for worrying me could not make a better living.

Thus it is advisable to post everyday to record my behaviors i could have done better and make a plan.

I also invite my fiancee to come here as a watch dog. Since seldom have anybody come here, it will be a privte blog for us.

My dear dad,

May 16, Friday

The day is the last day of the 1.5 months compensation period. The company I once worked with go bankrupt and compensate me a 2.5 month salary. 

I did a bad thing on  May 15. I broke my fiancee's heart for the white lie that i am still in position. She drove the car by my formal office building to pick me up for a feast to celebrate her quick killing on stock market.

She found out the truth and refuse to speak to me. It is the first time she punish me. I have to crash on the coach all night. I wanna to apologize but my tone is constantly unserious. She cried a bit. Her feeling must turn from sunshine to a  huge shit.

Never lie to her for over one month.

May 17, Saturday,

I visit her home. Late as usual and do not say sorry to her father. As a man, I should plan all things, take care of her, regard her as a baby.

May 18, Sunday,

Plan, plan, and still more plan. I mistaken today as yesterday. I went to Scientific Park and meet nobody to take care of my interview.